Some days, I can keep it all together rather nicely. Being in SL for almost 4 years, keeping it all together has become a survival skill. Today I was not so lucky. Everything came spilling out and trickled down my face. Things I've kept bottled up somehow pushed their way past my defenses ....and onto this page.
I guess it's been a long time coming. It felt good to let it all come to the surface. To feel it. To finally say the words I needed to say. And to be done. I love the sound of that...to be done. But I doubt that is the truth. I don't think this will ever be done once and for all. Some things will never go away. They will diminish with time but the longing remains.
JJ
Joonie is wearing:
Glam Affair skin - Funeral (found at Potter's Field)
Truth Hair - Tatiana in Snow
Dress - DBW The Guardina Dress (found at Potter's Field)
Top - Mimikri Teddy Top